Just some random thoughts
Is this weird? How I kept secretly, constantly, indeliberately think of you in everything I do. It's not annoying, to be honest. It's just strange. Although, my heart still aches when the thought of you appears. But it's alright, I have come to terms with our reality right now, or at least I tell myself so. Still, I keep talking to myself like I'm talking to you, like I have the ability to transcend time and space to be in another parallel universe, where you are there, together with me, smiling and playing with my hands while I talk nonstop. And that somehow soothes me a bit. I don't want us to be sad. I want us to be happy, free, and fulfilled. So I just wanna write something positive, like I did the IELTS test (though the result was not satisfying), or my belly is getting better, or I successfully hosted 2 special editions of Speak Club...small things, but it would be great if you know and share with me too :D Mid-Autumn is coming, and I miss buying you the moo...